Tricia's Sanctuary

Quick post..

Tricia — Sat, 30 May 2009 13:23:27 +0000

I’m almost sixteen. Almost another year older, another year wiser. Another year ahead to make better decisions. And a life to make.

Well, I’d just like to thank evryone for making the past year great!

Thanks guys..

Happy birthday to me (almost). Cheers!

-TRICIA-

I’m back…

Tricia — Sat, 09 May 2009 13:53:01 +0000

*looks around*

Wow, it’s been awhile since I visited this place. I guess you might say I’ve been pretty busy. What? I have a life too y’know. It’s time consuming, I guess. I’ve been taking calculus for awhile now, only have a couple of days left.

Okay, yeah.. I’m really busy, have to stop this now. Seriously, life is time consuming. Gonna post a longer entry later or ten year from now.. xD

Love lots,

Tricia

Oooh… Btw, I’m turning 16!!

Almost there…

Tricia — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 12:55:27 +0000

Okay, school’s finally over. I’m gonna be a senior in two months. And one more year I’m gonna join some uni. And I still don’t know what to take up. It scares me actually, I’m almost at the end of the bridge. My high school bridge. Looking back, there, I realized I’ve come a long way.

There was a time I had personality issues. was being all emo. What? I was confused. It’s normal for us to get confused. But thanks to the people who helped me develop my personality. A very complicated one. They’re the ones who really know me. There were times I’ve been a bitch to others. To a very close friend. I thank her for sucking up to that, you know who you are. And sorry about that.

I’ve seen a lot of things happen for the past three years. Things I wasn’t quite yet ready to see or hear. But I did try my best to cope up with them. Gained and lost friends. Did some you’re-gonna-be-in-trouble and you’ll-be-grounded-forever stuff. But never did any you-shouldn’t-have-done-that or you’ll-regret-this stuff.

Of course I went to parties, went out with friends, did some things I’d rather not mention here, stayed up late at night, got home late, cried over petty things, tried to be a good friend to others… And yes, I had my fair share of trouble. Also did some things I’m happy about. I’m kinda please with myself on how I handle drama around me. I cry of course, but then I just laugh it off.

Right now, I don’t know what else to type. I guess I’m still in shock because I’m going to be a senior. As I look back, I thought this would be a long journey. And now as I recall everything that happened I can say time moves really fast. Part of me wants to stay in high school, be with my friends and part of me wants to get of it ASAP. I think I can’t handle the drama anymore. C’mon guys, it’s time for us to grow up. I’m trying to.

But once I get my dimploma next year, even though I didn’t have a clean report card… I’d still say I enjoyed high school and everything in it. Yes, that includes the drama, the mean girls, the grades, the teachers, and my friends.

I’m almost there, not knowing what to do next, but I’m sure I’ll figure something out. See ya!

-Tricia

Thank you…

Tricia — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 07:17:12 +0000

I told myself I should find someone new. Someone who’d be there for me like some who used to (and not anymore). I mean that person was there for me. Just one text saying I’m pissed off and that person will call me or go to me even if he’s busy or doing something important. If I ask him if he has time, he’ll always say always.

I mean, I’ve always been there for everyone, carried their problems, made sure they do the right thing, and tell them I’ll never leave them. But I just realized don’t have someone like that. Or I just haven’t seen them.

Yeah, sure, people get pissed off by my whining about not having someone to trust. They sometimes say that they don’t know what’s wrong with me because I don’t tell them my problems. Wanna know why I don’t tell them? I’m afraid they’ll give up on me. I mean, it happened to me already.

I know I sound pretty judgmental right now, but who can blame me? I thought he was going to keep his promise. But the reason why I’m blogging this right now, is not because I wanted to vent out. I’m blogging right now because I want to thank five people who’ve been there for me all the time.

Sorry I didn’t realize it before, I was too busy whining and loping around. I love you guys, thanks for everyone. You know who you are.

Love lots,

Tricia

Most boring Christmas ever… LOL

Tricia — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 12:25:20 +0000

Ah, Christmas is finally here. I must say, I’m not really that happy this Christmas. I don’t know, I just feel something’s missing. And I don’t know what that thing is.

Well, I’m surprised we broke our tradition this year. Every Christmas eve, we’d go to my grandmum’s house to meet up with our other relatives and give gifts there. After which, we’re supposed to go to church at around 9 PM, and go home eventually.

Some of my cousins went to Manila for Christmas. Went to church first thing in the morning. Was able to get in the Unli service of Globe and sent everyone greetings. Had plans on going to the mall but no one’s there. Basically, had a very boring Christmas. LOL

Okay, I don’t know what to type anymore. Why? It’s Dec. 29 already! I have loads of drafts here, and don’t know what to type.

See you around,

Tricia

Never mess with me

Tricia — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 01:43:38 +0000

I’m gonna keep this one short. Mess with me again and I’ll make your life a living hell. Seriously, I’m fed up with you. Don’t you dare make me angry. Touch me again and you’ll die. I really don’t care if you hate me. If I could swear right now, I’d be glad to. You A-hole.

Now, you know what I think when I ‘m angry.

The Recap

Tricia — Sun, 21 Dec 2008 13:34:33 +0000

Okay, a lot has happened lately. And a lot of them made me happy. After 2-3 years of waiting, I have a copy of the Phantom of the Opera! And Angkan gave it to me. I cried when I opened it. I was hoping for it, but I wasn’t expecting they’d get it for me. Camille bought me The Tales of Beedle the Bard, and so did David. I guess, that’s what Gilen told me.

The Christmas party this year is the best so far. And this is the best Christmas ever. Again, I have my POTO book now! Okay, I just want to take a recap of the things that happened to me this year. XD

1. I failed a subject, a Math related subject. And that was unexpected.

2. I have loads of friends.

3. My depression about something is now gone. And I’m really happy.

5. There’s this flood called Frank, and it kinda flooded the subdivision I’m living in. And the water was about 9 feet high.

6. I realized I’ve been updating one blog. XD

7. I have 5 children right now.

8. I’m reading the Twilight series, and Harry Potter is so better!

9. I got my POTO book. I love you Angkan! XD

10. The first forum I joined closed. I miss you guys!

11. I’ve been joining loads of forums, and I still miss the first one I’m in.

12. I think I’m a ‘good girl’ right now. XD

13. Already a Junior. One more year and I’m out of high school. And it scares me.

14. I can manage my temper now. I think. What?

15. Nothing this year made me really happy except the POTO book.

Okay, I think I’ve learned a lot this year. Learned how to be patient with others. Learned not to give up on my friends. Yes, I did it once, and I still feel horrible for doing it. I think I’ve become more mature this year, but still stupid. And someone pointed out that I tolerate people. Is that a bad thing?

I have a new best friend now, even though he’s just an online friend. Wait, how many best friends do I have? XD

All the same, I’m happy with myself this year. Looking forward for next year. And yeah, I just learned how to think positive. LOL

Love lots,

Tricia

Tricia’s 2008 Wishlist

Tricia — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 11:22:50 +0000

Let’s see, my body really hurts right now. A friend of mine brought her skateboard to school. As everyone knows, I’m kinda like a daredevil and tend to hurt myself for the sake of learning. So, after the Red Cross meeting, I asked her if she could teach me. Two of my friends pulled me, I didn’t fall at that time. So, I told them that I’m gonna do it myself, without their help.

So, I kicked the floor as hard as I could then I lost balance and hit the floor. Landed on my butt/left arm/left side of my body. My hips really hurt, I can’t bend down without screaming. And yes, I’m stupid for being a daredevil. XD

What? At least I know how to skate already. LoL Well, the reason why I’m writing this blog up is to write my Christmas Wish List. Here goes…

Tricia’s Wishlist

1. Phantom of the Opera book. Yes, I’ve been asking for this since I was 13. And guess what, I’m 15! I will honor you, pledge my loyalty to you, even be your slave if any of you get me this one. Seriously

2. Gossip Girl: It Had to Be You (My ‘rents should buy this one)

3. Bvlgari perfume. It’s the only perfume I can stand. And someone stole the one Reian gave me. (Edit: Reian gave me another. Thanks Rei!)

4. Gossip Girl DVD. Season 1. (Imma buy this one next week)

5. A grip for my badminton racket. (Someone gave this to me already. XD)

6. New shoes

7. New books

8. Money

9. An MP3 or iPod

10. Money so I can get my phone fixed

11. A globe sim (Redge is gonna give me this one)

12. Shades

13. A bike. What? I miss riding one.

14. New bags

15. A new guy, or at have the new guy like me back.

16. Harry Potter 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5 in hardbound

17. Harry Potter DVDs

18. Ed Westwick. What? A girl can dream.

19. A great year

20. And at least a little improvement from myself. XD

Well, that’s my Christmas Wishlist. If any of you plan on giving me the POTO book. Please, give it to me. Please!

Love you all,

Tricia

EDIT: 2 down, 18 more to go. XD

Exams are over and no sitting around XD

Tricia — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 14:39:40 +0000

Finally, exams are over. That means I have 3 weeks of sitting around the house going online and eat. Well, not gonna do that this time. Hoping I’ll be able to go to Bacolod so I can do some book hunting. Planning on playing badminton too with a couple of friends… and my sister (?) maybe. I’ll still try to maintain my online life though. I have a life too, and it’s not good that my day revolves around it.

I’m kinda happy with my score in Trig. Well, I could’ve gotten a higher score (61/85), still I’m happy. At least I’m improving. Not so confident about Chem, Social Studies, Fil, and Advance Bio. Kinda concentrated on Trig and Algebra. All the same, I think I did well this grading.

So, I got my phone back. I mean my telephone. Asked dad for it, and he said yes. Mom went in and saw me using it, she asked who told me that I can use it. Told her Dad said so, asked me if who am I going to follow. Laughed, and said Dad. XD

Okay, I think I’m gonna go. See you around, already thought of topic to write about next time.

You know you love me,

Tricia XOXO

I am soooo loving Gossip Girl and Ed Westwick

The List

Tricia — Fri, 19 Sep 2008 09:59:59 +0000

Okay, I’m like really bored right now. So to unbore myself, I thought of writing something, for me. So, what I’m gonna type later is some sort of list of things a guy should have for me to date him XD. I know, stupid. Let’s start!

1. The guy should not be younger than me.

2. He should dress nice.

3. Must make me look good when I’m with him

4. Should be able play soccer, badminton, or chess.

5. IF possible, it would be nice if he has a car. LoL

6. Must text me at night or call me.

7. Should be nice.

8. He should take me to the prom.

9. Must know when I get mad.

10. Must know what to do when I get mad.

11. Brown eyes

12. Dark brown hair

13. Must be taller than me

14. Must be handsome… Or at least cute.

15. Must be able to play the piano.

16. If he can’t do number 16, he must be able to play an instrument.

17. He should read a lot.

18. Must have a nice voice.

19. Must be able to have an organized life. LMAO

20. Last, but certainly not the least. If he’s not any of those things. He should be able to talk to me, be nice to my friends, and be a best friend. If he can do this, then I won’t complain if he’s not handsome, drives a car, plays soccer or whatever. At least I can have someone to talk to.

So, that’s it. Wait for my next post.

See you around!

BTW, drop me a comment. Ish okay if your not a member. Just drop a comment. Please. XD