Tricia's Sanctuary

Okay, school’s finally over. I’m gonna be a senior in two months. And one more year I’m gonna join some uni. And I still don’t know what to take up. It scares me actually, I’m almost at the end of the bridge. My high school bridge. Looking back, there, I realized I’ve come a long way.

There was a time I had personality issues. was being all emo. What? I was confused. It’s normal for us to get confused. But thanks to the people who helped me develop my personality. A very complicated one. They’re the ones who really know me. There were times I’ve been a bitch to others. To a very close friend. I thank her for sucking up to that, you know who you are. And sorry about that.

I’ve seen a lot of things happen for the past three years. Things I wasn’t quite yet ready to see or hear. But I did try my best to cope up with them.  Gained and lost friends. Did some you’re-gonna-be-in-trouble and you’ll-be-grounded-forever stuff. But never did any you-shouldn’t-have-done-that or you’ll-regret-this stuff.

Of course I went to parties, went out with friends, did some things I’d rather not mention here, stayed up late at night, got home late, cried over petty things, tried to be a good friend to others… And yes, I had my fair share of trouble. Also did some things I’m happy about. I’m kinda please with myself on how I handle drama around me. I cry of course, but then I just laugh it off.

Right now, I don’t know what else to type. I guess I’m still in shock because I’m going to be a senior. As I look back, I thought this would be a long journey. And now as I recall everything that happened I can say time moves really fast. Part of me wants to stay in high school, be with my friends and part of me wants to get of it ASAP. I think I can’t handle the drama anymore. C’mon guys, it’s time for us to grow up. I’m trying to.

But once I get my dimploma next year, even though I didn’t have a clean report card… I’d still say I enjoyed high school and everything in it. Yes, that includes the drama, the mean girls, the grades, the teachers, and my friends.

I’m almost there, not knowing what to do next, but I’m sure I’ll figure something out. See ya!

-Tricia