Tricia's Sanctuary

I told myself I should find someone new. Someone who’d be there for me like some who used to (and not anymore). I mean that person was there for me. Just one text saying I’m pissed off and that person will call me or go to me even if he’s busy or doing something important. If I ask him if he has time, he’ll always say always.

I mean, I’ve always been there for everyone, carried their problems, made sure they do the right thing, and tell them I’ll never leave them. But I just realized don’t have someone like that. Or I just haven’t seen them.

Yeah, sure, people get pissed off by my whining about not having someone to trust. They sometimes say that they don’t know what’s wrong with me because I don’t tell them my problems. Wanna know why I don’t tell them? I’m afraid they’ll give up on me. I mean, it happened to me already.

I know I sound pretty judgmental right now, but who can blame me? I thought he was going to keep his promise. But the reason why I’m blogging this right now, is not because I wanted to vent out. I’m blogging right now because I want to thank five people who’ve been there for me all the time.

Sorry I didn’t realize it before, I was too busy whining and loping around. I love you guys, thanks for everyone. You know who you are.

Love lots,

Tricia